Whoops

Well I have NOT had a good week wah :(
I lost 5 lbs from lack of appetite and I probably burned off weight from crying.
You know, the usual.
I'm eating now, and I have had SUCH a good night!!
I'm starting my French novel, that'll be fun! Hopefully it's nothing like the last one... (Terminus Cauchemar NEVER AGAIN COOL)

Happy Thanksgiving to Americans!!!!!!!! And I have an audition to practice, and homework to do, and reading and studying and jazz to listen to!

OUCH

The person that was once my best friend, I think hates me now. Or at least dislikes me. Ouch.... Dude ouch... 


Also, no violin tonight. HEY CRAMPS. HEY YOU. RUINING MY WEEK. GET OUT. 
But I can't really seem to do anything about it without taking my life. And I definitely do not want to do that. Nope, not at all.  


I worry about my best friend so much, it's unhealthy. But, worrying!! It just doesn't stop!! 
Even the librarian agreed with me... About something...


Also, I cried today... Probably almost 10 times... That's pathetic. 


Oh well. 

VIOLIN

I HAVE A CARBON FIBRE BOW
I HAVE
A CARBON
FIBRE
BOW.

dkajfhdksjahfjdslahfkdjslahfjdslahfkdsjalhfdjsl :D :D :D !!!!!!!
Translation: It's very light, and makes my violin ring. It almost grabs the string and plays it for me. The sound is rich, alive, full, and just all around magical. It makes me extremely happy, so I start flailing on my keyboard and disregard all of my important school work to practice all night.
Except right now I'm on the computer.
So I just practice and write.  Procrastination at its finest.

Although my violin lesson was cancelled, as well as the volunteering I was going to do this afternoon, I still had a lovely day! Maybe I even did okay on my math test, who knows!!
I hope everyone is having a lovely day as well! :)

Oops...

Almost a year has gone by since I updated my blog...
Blame Tumblr.

Well, things have changed! I got my best friend back, Nicolette. Things.. happened and we didn't speak as often as we did when we were little.  Now, it's as though we're 9 years old again.  Around 7 years have passed since January 7, 2003.  Oh god I'm going to cry...
I also made another, new friend. A new best friend. His name is Matty, and he's one of the most wonderful things to ever have walked into my life. :')
NOT EVEN KIDDING. NO OVER EXAGGERATION HERE.
Really though, so talented and sweet and precious and my best friend. :) This makes me extremely happy.