Hold me tight

Well.
So much for daily updates.
I can't even remember the last thing I posted about. I think I was busy? That's basically the only excuse for my absence. I've neglected my poor blog. :(
So now it's time to recap. This'll be a multiple post thing, because of how much went on in the last month or so.
(It isn't really that much, but bear with me)
Some days are good, some days are bad.
For example, my last few bad days were the four where I lacked an appetite, and the little food that I ate was forced. Today, I feel like my appetite is returning to normal, but I had unpleasant back pains. There were also insults thrown at me. And I had work. So maybe it wasn't so good after all? I'm feeling like I need some major hug action right now.
I'm also suffering from permanent confusion of feelings. This is not confuffity, no happy confusion. Just. Confusion. I need someone who can guide me through this, but I have no one I'm comfortable enough to talk about it with. Maybe if I wait long enough, things will sort themselves out?
On a side note, I miss my Nicolette.
And on a happy note!! In my absence, my blog seems to have reaches over 600 hits!!! UM HELLO THAT'S DEFINITELY A CHEERFUL THING TO BE CHEERFUL ABOUT.
Like I told someone today: For every reason to be sad, there are two reasons to be happy.
I should write fortune cookies.